maybe i confused everyone with my last post. but i was sort of confused too.we had actually agreed on a trial period to try to find back our relationship. a period where we didn't break up, but not quite back together as a couple. but it was too vague, so we set out to re-define our decision.
我们的4年就这样结束了。and that is the saddest, to know we could have been right together, but we do not make it. to know that what could have been will no longer be. 香港从此也不过是个充满共同回忆的伤心地。牵过的手，说过的话，紧紧拥抱的每一次，已经成为了一段曾经。后悔又如何？不舍得又怎样？那破碎的梦已经不再值得留念，那破碎的心依然楚楚作痛。i don't want anything from you. not interested in restricting you, not interested to make you promise. i don't want to feel upset and hurt anymore, because falling in love 4 years ago was already hard enough, i don't have the energy nor more effort to change us into the us we thought we could have been. i know myself and you too well to want to lie to myself.
you are free now, as am i. we were a couple once, and now we're friends.
爱是不夜城 回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾 我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人 越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨 阳光替房间开了灯
想 若结局一样 又何苦再想
伤 若让人成长 我为什么怕分手的伤
解脱 是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走 我有自由好好过
解脱 是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我
是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服得就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
也许该分清不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我试一下抱一下
回头望伴你走
从来未曾幸福过
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
下半生陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
被我伤让你痛
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
回头吧不要走不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
下半生陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
若勉强也分到不多
不如什么都割破
好心分手没结果
可知歌者也奈何
难捱就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破